Confessions of A Tasia

I'm just gonna get this confessions action started by saying, I confess that it's 2:15 in the morning and I am still awake and totally tweeking on the computer! But I just got back from a lovely gym date with two of my favorite girls!


I confess that I am watching the Suite Life of Zach and Cody. It's the one from when they were younger, so it's pretty lovely.


I confess that I am feeling a little love sick lately. It's kinda stupid, but yeah. I just need somebody to loooooveee!!!


Speaking of needing somebody to love, I confess that I totally fangirled over ever single aspect of Glee on Tuesday night! I mean, c'mon-Justin Bieber, Puck playing guitar in his undies, HBIC Santana. I loved it all!


I confess it has taken me a really long time to truly love and appreciate my body. I used to look at myself in the mirror, hating everything about me. Now, when I look at myself in the mirror I have a greater appreciation of my body and of who I am. I am glad to say that my self esteem has really improved over the years.


I confess...I just ate three barbecue wings, and it was delicious.


And also, I confess that I have yet to shower. But now I shall head off the computer so I can get a good shower and then go to sleep while my arms are not yet in pain.

Night all!

I need to take a nap...

Because I'm old and I can't stay out late without one. Haha :)


Tri-Stake YSA Dance tonight means that I am WAY excited. I'm looking to find my eternal companion there tonight ;P. Just kidding.....kind of.


Before the nap, here are some friday link-ups!

Head over to Lauren's blog to link up!

1.   The TV show/website that I watch/read that I would be embarrassed to tell anyone about is       probably Jersey Shore. I mean, I know everyone loves Jersey Shore, but that's the reason that I refused to watch it. It was too popular, I hated it. But then, I watched it at my Uncle's house with my Aunty and Uncle and I loved it. It's addicting. Ok, now you know my secret....  .

2.  An item of clothing that is worn and torn but that I love far to much to throw away is    this one pair of Paris Blues jeans. They were cheap, but I love them so much. They're my most comfy pair of jeans, and they're so worn out, I love it! I think I've had that pair since ninth grade. The Zipper is broken (I'm planning on fixing that) that edges are worn, but I love them!   .

3.  My grocery store impulse buy is       magazines or candy at the checkout stand, and Chips Ahoy cookies! I'm a sucker for Chips Ahoy!   .

4.  Something I do at work to pass time that I wouldn't want my co-workers to know about is   I used to tweet on the job. So bad, but way addicting!   .

5.  One thing in my life that I could give up, but never will is     the internet and social networking. I love reading blogs, facebook, and twitter. I love it.  .

6.  A little indulgence that I have is        Push-Up Sherbet ice cream, haha. Whenever I go to a store, if they have Push Ups in their ice cream freezer, I just have to have it!     .

7.  The junk drawer/area in my house is       Uhhmm....we don't really have one, haha :)     .

And also, confessionals with the glammest mamma's on the block!I Confess....
Sometime last week, I saw a tweet that an old best friend posted. It was kind of sad, so I decided to text her to see if she was ok. Our relationship had been rough for a while, but by texting her I took the steps to really forgive her. And everything went really well. I was grateful for that :)
I was kinda bummed that I didn't get to link up last week. I spent the whole day at Future-MIL's house cleaning and painting and decorating for a baby shower.
I'm going to look way F*A*B (in the words of my RS president) tonight at the YSA dance. I mean, look at this outfit:

Just add cute black flats, beautiful purple eyeshadow, my new CoverGirl Foundation (which I really only got because T-Swizzle endorses it), and purple/black nail polish. Yeah. I'm hot.

I'm way excited about the dance! It's hosted by Mililani Stake, with the help of Waipahu & Makakilo Stake, but of course the whole island is going to come! So. Many. Hot. Mormons! :P

I'm going with two of my friends (they're a couple & they're engaged & i'm one of their bridesmaids) who are bringing along a recently returned missionary. I think this is a set up You?

I hate funerals.

And that is all. Now I'm gonna nap!

friday. friday. friday.

I seriously could not come up with a better title.

Seriously.

It's 10:30pm on Thursday night & I have a headache, an earache, I'm exhausted as heck

AND my phone charger decided to die on me tonight.
GRRRRR...

So, I'm going to do my friday link-ups now,

then I'm gonna turn on some relaxing sounds & drift off to dream land.

I Confess....


I seriously had the best birthday ever!
I'm pretty sure the odd number b-days are always gonna be my best.
Which is ironic, since I hate odd numbers.


I've been seriously slacking in the schoolwork department.
IDK, I've been having a really hard time focusing lately.
I think I may have to do a week long blog/internet fast.


The dreams have been interesting this week.


I'm currently in love with this article
from His Eternal Companion.
It's a relationship guide/blog for single LDS women.


My hair is in some serious need of a deep conditioning treatment.
Thankfully, my RS president (who is AWESOME, btw) is also a hairstylist.
She gave me some wonderful tips!


I do have great friends.


My best friend really hurt my feelings this week.
We were talking about some guy I use to like
& I was saying how I was pretty sure the guy liked me back
(but it just wasn't gonna work out at the time)
And he totally just put me down & told me that the guy didn't like me.
It sucks, cause he can talk about girls and how they like him all the time
And I have to listen to him, but I can't say that guys like me.
It sucks.
So I haven't talked to him for a while.


And I think this one will please a few people!
I decided to apply to USU (aka Utah State University!)
for the fall semester!
I'm so excited it's crazy!

Go link up with Lauren!

1.   If my house was on fire and I could only grab 3 things I would grab       my laptop, external hard drive and my journals!    .

2.  A smell I really like is    man-yeah, I can't really explain that smell, don't ask me...haha, I like the guy smell, especially good smelling guy smell, the ocean, things baking, new books, & new shoes. Oh and puppy. I love puppy smells!   .

3.  Something you might not know about me is       that I have been the hugest Jesse McCartney fan since I was like 11. That's 10 years now people!! So basically, someone needs to tell Jesse so that he can come to Hawaii and meet me. Then we can get married and have beautiful green-eyed children. Haha.    .

4.  Some of my favorite websites to putter about on are    Listverse, TopTenz, GraphJam, Failblog, His Eternal Companion, and Real Estate Websites.       .

5.  This weekend I will     be babysitting my cousins! I haven't really seen them since our trip back in December and I miss them. They're my favorite people ever!  .

6. Nothing makes me happier than       the feeling of knowing that I did something right.     .

7.  A bad habit I have is       using q-tips too often. Those little fluffy devils will be the end of me. I use them too much and my brain insists that the inner part of my ear is itchy (yeah, I know, really bad!) so I constantly have ear aches induced my too much q-tip probing. Gross, I know. But you still love me right?      .

Aloha Friday!

Happy Aloha Friday everyone! Today, my grandpa's old friend will be coming to check all of the electric outlets in the house. He's even going to install a new garbage disposal AND my bedroom fan! I'm so excited & grateful that my grandpa (who was an awesome man) has wonderful friends who are willing to help my family in times of need.


I'm also still mulling over the issue that I wrote about here. I got a lot of positive feedback on facebook, though, which is encouraging! I'm still taking your advice on the issue, though. Some help would be wonderful! :)


OK, enough chatter from me & on to the friday linky parties. I need to be quick because I still need to sweep and mop my bedroom floors before the guy comes to install my fan!

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First, go link up with Lauren for

Fill In The Blank Friday!

1.   My favorite quote is       every single quote that I have in my seven year collection of quote books?! Haha, no really though, I have four quote books spanning seven years. It's wonderful. But, right now I'd have to say that my favorite quote is this: "Who looks on the outside dreams, who looks on the inside awakens"-Carl Jung. I heard it a few months back and it just stuck with me. I'm not sure why. I even have it hanging on my desk where I can look at it while I sit here, blogging and not doing homework :)   .

2.  A bad habit I have is    thinking that I have no bad habits? Haha. I guess procrastination? Haha. I'm like the biggest procrastinator in the world. Well not really, but I can be bad.   .

3.  The first time I felt like a "grown up" was       when I wrote my own rent check from my own check book, with money that I worked hard to earn from my bank account. It was a very fulfilling moment in my life. And also, that same week, when I was able to stock my 'fridge with food. It was a big moment for me.    .

4.  Weekends are   fun time! During the week I just feel so busy (even though I do nothing) with school work and other stuff that once the weekend comes around, I know all of my friends will be off and we can just hang out and have an adventure and everything will be good!    .

5.  When I was a child I wished my name was     Emily. Seriously, I had people in my fifth grade class call me Emily for like a week. I thought that it was the prettiest name ever. It was a Princess name and no one I knew had that name! (Of course, no one I knew had MY name either, but that's another story)  .

6.  I wish        that going to college was just easy. I mean, it is, but being able to PAY for college isn't. I love school so much and I enjoy going, but there's just so many financial hardships that go in to school. Especially in this day...     .

7.  A secret I have is       that I have way too many secrets. For some reason, everyone always tells me their secrets, and of course it ends with "but don't tell anyone, okay?" I love that my friends trust me, but a girl can only handle so much!     .

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And of course, Friday Confessional 

with Glamazon and Mamarazzi

I Confess....


I am a total worrywort.
Ok, that's not a confession, per se.
But it's true.
& I'm pretty sure y'alls didn't know that!


I bought shampoo instead of conditioner.
& I didn't realize it until this morning when I showered
(in the complete dark, btw)
And instead of nice, creamy conditioner,
I had soapy shampoo.
Boo!


I'm slightly addicted to gleeRPG.
I ain't even trippin'!


I'm really scared to turn 21.
I don't know why.
I mean, it all just seems like it's coming so fast!
Like, it's really crazy.
I never thought that I'd actually turn 21,
so being just 3 days away from it is nuts!

Even if I wasn't  mormon,
I probably wouldn't have had a wild 21st birthday.
I don't drink, I don't party.
I'm celebrating the way I probably would have anyway,
Dinner & games with friends & family
& then dance club with awesome people!


I am seriously considering moving
to utah.


I have my wedding songs picked out.
Seriously.
And they do change depending on the guy.
Yes, I have some idea of who I want to marry as well.
But we'll see about that.


what are your confessions?

Friday Link-Ups

You wanna know what I think is hilarious?

(of course you do! what am i even thinking?!)

I think it's hilarious that everyone (and their mother)

is talking about the whole star shifting, sign changing thing.

I actually really love that so many people are talking.

& let's get this straight,

there is no way that I'm switching to a Capricorn.

Not that being a Capricorn is bad.
Most of my friends are, in fact, Capricorns.

I, however, am a true Aquarius til the end.

Mmkay?

Moving on. Here are the link-ups that I'm doing today!

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Let's start with Five Question Friday, over with Mama M.

 

1. What movie could you watch over and over again and not get tired of?

i have a few! hmm...dirty dancing has to be at the top of the list though.

It's my all time favorite movie. 

Also, She's the Man (I've watched it a billion times and still laugh every time),

50 First Dates (best movie EVER) & Nacho Libre!
Oh and Madagascar 2!

2. What's your biggest pet peeve right now?

Bad attitudes. Over the past few days, I've witnessed way more attitude problems then I ever should in my young life. Seriously, I thought attitude issues were only for teenagers.
Apparently, people in their 30s with kids can have them too.

And then they wonder why their kids have attitude problems. *rolls eyes*

3. If you had to describe your best friend in five words or less, what would you say?

funny, sarcastic, dreamer, listener, brotherly (yes, my best friend is a boy & yes, he is awesome. so there)

4. If you did not have to worry about money or go to school what would you do for a living?

I would honestly just be a stay at home mom. I would homeschool my kids & I would just spend my time enjoying being with them. I'm hoping that one day I can make this a reality, even if it means that I'll have to make sacrifices.

5. What is your one "splurge" item, that you will always buy, no matter the cost?

Books! If there is a book that I'm dying to read, I'll pretty much buy it, no matter what. At least I'm splurging on practical things though :)

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Honestly, Fill In The Blank Friday with Lauren is like my favorite link up.
Because it makes me think.
So, I'm especially loving this weeks fill ins!

1.   I feel happy when       I get to spend time with people that I care, someone does something special for me out of the blue, when my puppy decides to be nice and give me kisses instead of barking at me, I get to laze around all day and just relax, the people around me are happy and cheerful    .

2.  I get silly when    I'm with my friends, and especially when it's way late and I'm way tired and I'm talking to either my friends, my girls, or my best and it's just random, crazy, silly nonsense.   .

3.  Something that makes me sad is       animal and child abuse    .

4.  Something that makes me annoyed is   when people judge others for no apparent reason other than looks or assumptions. And also when people think they know my life story and where I'm coming from and why I do things when really they don't    .

5.  A time that I've been truly surprised was        errr...I can't think of anything. I'm a really hard person to surprise because I'm extremely intuitive and I know when things are coming pretty easily. It's hard to hide things from me because of my intuition. Whoever proposes to me is going to have to be reeeaalllyy good at it in order to keep a surprise. Like, no one will be able to ask me anything. Like even if my sister asked me my ring size, I would probably automatically assume that it's because the dude wanted to know cause he was going to propose. So, yeah, he'd have to be extremely stealthy about it!  .

6.  I am so thankful for        everything that I've been blessed with. I've been extremely blessed with the life that I've lived. I have an awesome family who loves me, I have friends who are fun, I have a gospel that I look to and that  I can grow in. I'm just extremely lucky and blessed     .

7.  I feel loved when       someone does something small for me. Really, just a small little indication that they are thinking of me and want to make one little thing easier on me makes me feel loved        .

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I've also decided to do some Confessions today

with the beautiful Mamarazzi and Glamazon

I confess...that I spent all day yesterday having a "rain day." Well, what do you expect?! You can't have snow days in Hawaii, now can you?! 

I confess...that I did absolutely nothing on said "rain day." I could have crafted, I could have worked on some sewing projects, I could have done some exercise videos. Instead, I stayed in bed all day playing the Sims 3.

I confess...that I'm doing the exact same thing today, when really I should be cleaning my room. Eh, I'll get to that after I post this.

I confess...that I'm kind of nervous about going to the tri-stake Valentine's Dance. I don't wanna play that Singled Out game. Forces of the Universe, please please let someone (you know who) ask me to go to the dance with him!

I confess...that I have a new, real life crush! It's been a while since I've had a crush on an actual person that I know (yeah, kinda sucks that Flynn Rider and Logan Henderson don't count...). I don't feel comfortable talking about him on the blog just yet, but can you guys please send positive thoughts out into the universe so that maybe something will happen between me and said dude? Thanks.

I confess...that I have a crush of Flynn Rider. You know, Eugene? From Tangled? What?! He's adorable and I love him, okay? I mean, how can you not?! Look at that smolder!

I confess...that I had the best dream ever last night. OK, not ever. But Logan Henderson was my boyfriend and he sang me a special song. And everyone was jealous. So there.

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And that's it for Friday's Link Up Parties.
Go on and link up if you're interested!